salam.
my 300'th post! at last, after almost 3 years blogging! chears for me! 
and for this entry, I will like to give an honour to a girl I've known since 21 May 2011 until today, and forever. She will be the main character of this post. This is speacially dedicated to: Fitra Liza. I hope you'll read it. :)
So, here we go:
Dear Fitra,
I'm keep deleting my words since I start typing them. For me, there's no words could describe how happy I am to have this chance of knowing you. Thanks God for giving me that! I will never stop thankfull. Actually knowing all of our house-mates is a bless for me. Thank you.
From the first day, Aida, Yana, Leha, Ida, Nina, Tikah and you have been my sweetest dream of all. I never expect to have such sweet house-mates as this is my first time being far from home! I never hoping that this campus-life would be this great! You all, had made it so! Thank you for chearing up my life all those days. Thank you for lending me you ears every time I'm speak all such rubbish I use to told! I know I've been such a ridiculous girl sometimes. hahah. Thank you for comforting me up everytime I'm down. Thank you for sweeping my tears out everytime I cry! Thank you for always standing behind me everyday till today. Thank you. I never expect of all that kindness.
But I never expect also that you'll be leaving us so soon Fitra! Last evening, when we were playing badminton, I never tought that it would be the last time we spend time together. And when you said: "kempunan nak main dengan korang!" I never expect that will be the last game we played! And you face that time, is still playing in my mind.
That night, when Ida came into my room, she was crying! She said: "Hari ni Fitra last kat sini.". and I asked: "dia nak pi mana?" Mesir! and we run into Ida's room. You were there. You were still smiling then! I took almost half an hour before I realize that you'll be going! And then I got burst into tears! By that time, you were crying too! For all these days we've gone through, I never seen you crying! I can understand how hard it was to leave. We can understand you Fitra!
When it's suddenly black out, we were still crying! We gathered in front of the main door, waiting for Aida. She does'nt know yet! All those we talked that night were history! but it will remain as the sweetest!
All I can gave you that time, only a heart-shape keychain. I hope you like it. And we continue crying. I only stop when I was asleep. And all of us got red eyes and noses this morning, the last morning we'll be seeing you here, in SP4 51!
Being heartless is never a mistake! I will never forget those you taught me! I'm trying to be stronger! Thank you! Hlovate will always remind me of you! Be good in Mesir ok? Good luck! We'll wait for Benji together right?! Make sure you are a doctor by that time! I know you can do it! Just go for it. You got us behind you, just turn back whenever you need to see you 'sidekick'! We are here! ok?
Fitra,
Be a DOCTOR yeah?! Chaiyokk! 
a doctor to be!
"Dr Fitra Liza,that's used to be my girl next door you know? I'm so proud of her!"
1 comment:
hmm...perkenaln yg wlaupon smentre tp mendtng kn kesn yg amat dlm pd dri aq...keakraban kami mnjdi kn kmi seperti adik bradik...ibarat kembr tp x serupa.berkongsi persamaan n apa yg kmi x sker,tp x sngker kn,pas ni aq da x ader kwn yg leh djddkn kwn rapt mcm ko fitraa!huhu..pnat kter bersme2 n hepi pon smer2 kn...igt lg kita siap tdo sme2 ag kn?hehe....beznyer.. lau lah mse bleh diputr kmbali..kngn indah n mse kita bercerita . spend time kn...tp apa leh wat....nsib memishkn kita dan ko dberi pluang yg bek kn?wlaupon brat aty ni igin lepaskn ko,tp aq redha...mlm td kali pertama kot aq tidor sengsorng tnpa fitra dtepi...katil ksong tnpa lq tman bicara.aq mkn sengsorng tnpa tman cerita...aq mengeluh sengsorng bila kerja yg aq wat x dpt...aq sdh..kehilngn temn yg slalu wat aq tnang...yg slalu bg aq semngt...tman2 yg len pon rse kehilngn,tp kmi cuba sibukkn dri agr x tersebut nme "fitra" bkn kerana bnci tp kerana terpisah dgn tman umah yg kmi sygggg.....aq doakn kejayaan ko di perantauan...jgn lupa kmi n malaysia....crikkn kmi org arab leh?hehe...moga kmbali nyer nanti ko akn gnggm segulung sijil kedoktoran yg bkal menyelamtkn beeribu nyawa....moga beerjaya dunia akhirat..amin...
Post a Comment